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[Dec. 9th, 2008|09:05 pm] |
im coming to glasgow soon for pretty much a month. and im really excited but also a little scared. the past two months ive just been thinking about things way too much and now im starting to wonder if there is any real point in me coming back or if im just gonna make things difficult or awkward or something. i did one wrong thing for understandable reasons and yet things keep twisting and changing and now im sure everyone must assume im a cunt.
and everytime i try to explain myself or try and sort it im told that its not important and i should just move on and deal with it but tbh i dont see how i meant to.
and who said there is no such thing as negative press? |
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[Sep. 14th, 2008|03:00 pm] |
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i'm still a god in a shituation. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2008|03:42 am] |
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well it's been a while so i'm just gonna sum shit up pretty quickly. my best friend got his cock pierced and it is the best thing i have ever seen. i have pretty much failed uni so i think i am gonna drop out and resit first year. i have pretty much given up drugs for a while. i've actually started liking someone for the first time in about a year which is weird (but good i suppose). this all sounds like i have become a pussy. but don't worry, i'm still badass and truly cannot wait until the summer when i can move into my house, get fucking loaded and suck jamie off. anyone who wants in just give me a bell and i will give you a shot at the infamous Singh Ring. i'm sure there is alot of shit i could put about how i'm "feeling" right now but tbh i can't be arsed and who does that anymore anyway? actually the only point in livejournal anymore is so you can see how your pals are doing without having to give them a call. not that i'm complaining. i now pay my own phone bill so this shit saves the pennies ynkowwww. this has been pretty fucking pointless but im too tired to sleep. whatever. peace! (my new ten minute thing is to say peace instead of goodbye btw) x |
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[Nov. 15th, 2007|08:07 pm] |
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you are actually such a loser, it makes me laugh. genuinely. i laugh at you and your shitty life that you obviously think is interesting. so thank you.
haha that was so VENEMOUS. but who is it about!!!?!?!?!?! doesn't matter. i still havnt handed in some essay. been a week late now. ah well. im going to be awake for about three days at the weekend and it will most definately kick some serious ass. 5 month abstinence.....gone.
haha ciao for now. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2007|03:20 pm] |
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got a job. got my car. got motivation. got a working heart and brain. got good styyyyle and tonnez of charm (haha). now im off to get fucked up, finally. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2007|10:55 pm] |
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entries shorter. abandon hope! |
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[Oct. 21st, 2007|06:39 pm] |
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feeling rowdy again. uh-oh. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2007|06:11 pm] |
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i feel like im falling apart. |
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[Oct. 9th, 2007|02:25 pm] |
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im annoyed at this computer.....so im breaking the keyboard. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2007|06:39 pm] |
leeds is fucking insane. properly insane. i havnt met a single girl who isnt an absolute slut. i now have three sources for drugs. ive made friends with the angriest italian on the planet. i watched some guy from bolton lie to a girl (he said he was in the army) before fucking her behind the union then getting bored and wandering off to fry some eggs. i ditched the freshers week shit to go to good clubs. ended up fucked in some crack den with a guy called nally, producing electro beatz. no joke. proper crack den. there was rats in the kitchen and mushrooms growing in the bowls. i also got sexually harrassed by a homeless guy who thought it was appropriate to play the bongos on my ass. i got my ipod stolen from a drug dealer. and i bullied a guy with a mohawk into getting hypnotised by a dog.
not one word of this is a lie.
i love leeds. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2007|01:33 am] |
i leave in less than a week. three hours away from everyone. absolutely everyone i care about. its gonna be some fucking adventure im sure. still, its kind of sad. i really like glasgow and the people in it. nah. scratch that. i fucking love glasgow and the people in it.
but i suppose change is always good. and it aint like i wont visit alot.
as long as i keep fucking shit up, i will be happy. and i cant see me stopping anytime soon ;). |
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[Sep. 1st, 2007|12:50 am] |
last night was pretty good. van she tech werent amazing, but the conversation was flowing. and the night was full of excitement haha. nearly got chucked out of art school for poppin dem pillz. but i was too wiley for them fuckerzz.
went to some after party and just chilled with nathan on the comfiest fuckin futon thing ever whilst having intense discussions about Dr. Ectoplenty.
and his Segway haha.
i really love Dr. Ectoplenty. i really really do. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2007|07:20 pm] |
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there is a five year old girl that lives next to me. when she turns 17 i will be turning 30. odd. so odd. |
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[Aug. 21st, 2007|01:16 am] |
brain = mush.
i crave nothing more than sitting in the sun for a week just relaxing. yet i cant seem to stop myself from going out every night. so bad/so good. i dont know. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2007|12:02 am] |
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despite not finishing my business management paper by two essays....i got a B.
despite teaching myself classics....i got a B.
despite not redrafting any of my creative writing and doing my dissertation in one day for adv. english......i got a B.
someone has made a terrible mistake.
and also, im going to leeds for uni. which is terrifying and extremely exciting. im just going to miss so many people. so so so many. |
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[Jul. 31st, 2007|12:00 am] |
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i found a poem i wrote when i was ten for school.
Torrential rain fell
Over the flooded world.
Rivers destroying the sinful land.
Raging waters cover everything.
Everybody dying,
Never seeing the new world.
The rain pours down and down.
what kind of fucked up kid was i??? "Everybody dying"????
kind of prophetic in a way though, all these floods down south. Mystic Jake in the hizzer. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2007|10:58 pm] |
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I got me some Bathin' Apes
I got, I got me some Bathin' Apes
I got, I got me some Bathin' Apes
I got, I got me some Bathin' Apes
word. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2007|02:38 pm] |
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fuck that last entry. break? screw that. right now i actually want to tear shit up. fuck myself up enormously and then fuck everyone else up. this sounds really angry but i dont mean it like that. i just genuinely want to go out right now and destroy myself/others all in the name of fun. someone come get me or something. im feeling an adventure. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2007|09:05 pm] |
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i feel like death. but at least this means i wont go about destroying my body some more. a good break is always handy. still, could do with some company every now and again. being consistently alone just aint that fun. |
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